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December 3, 2007

Not Only Him

Filed under: hate, lovelife — Ikay @ 4:37 pm

i know people come and go.. but it’s not the only problem i have. i got lots.

world is driving me crazy now. thesis, thesis, and lots of other requirements plus HIM.

sorry for this never ending rant.  i’m deeply in love but..

November 26, 2007

I Hate Myself

Filed under: hate, rant — Ikay @ 6:22 pm

I’m hating myself now. Want to know why sudden change? Me too don’t know what’s happening to me now. After what happened two weeks ago, i no longer find myself important. I’m ready now. Please take me Lord!

I can’t concentrate in everything i do. My mind flies. I can’t eat. I’m starting to loose my weight again. I can’t sleep well. I always see him in my dreams. I woke up late. I come to class late.

What have you done to me? Do you still care for me? I don’t hate you, I hate MYSELF.

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