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July 30, 2008

Just This Morning

Filed under: rant — Ikay @ 10:13 am

this morning i was very observant of my surrounding.. i don’t know. just this morning. i was talking to myself asking many questions.. so many nonesense questions.

i seated beside a couple. at first, i wasn’t aware what they were doing because i was “deadma”. i was looking outside for nicer view when they started giggling and teasing each other. gawd! aren’t they aware they’re on the jeepney not in their private room or private vehicle? huh! all eyes were on them. eew! no, i don’t envy them.. i don’t need one this time. i happy being single. haha.

looking for the nicer view, i spotted this young couple who were seated right in front of me. the girl’s make up especially that red spot in her cheeks is so annoying.. soooo reddish. other than that she looks so sweet and bubbly. ahaha. she talks quietly and so with the boy. then he giggled out loud. i saw her teeth.. and uttered this, “ay bungal!”

i arrived in the office just in time this morning. thanks God.

November 26, 2007

I Hate Myself

Filed under: hate, rant — Ikay @ 6:22 pm

I’m hating myself now. Want to know why sudden change? Me too don’t know what’s happening to me now. After what happened two weeks ago, i no longer find myself important. I’m ready now. Please take me Lord!

I can’t concentrate in everything i do. My mind flies. I can’t eat. I’m starting to loose my weight again. I can’t sleep well. I always see him in my dreams. I woke up late. I come to class late.

What have you done to me? Do you still care for me? I don’t hate you, I hate MYSELF.

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